I just had my first serious conversation about “us” with my boyfriend. I forgot how sweet and kind and how good of a guy he is. And how I know for a fact God placed him in my life for a reason. I’ve never been with such a guy that I get caught up in my insecurities in the way I do now. It dawned on me that I may have been the problem in our relationship. I have to count my blessings and cherish them because I know he is one and I don’t want to loose him in my life regardless of what the future holds. I want him to alway be in my life. I’ll just give it all to God, He knows exactly what to do.

So here’s the big problem. I’m at school trying to help out with cleaning our busses. Now I don’t have a broken doing my own part. I don’t mind getting wet. But when I just get my hair done and some people decide to get me wet on purpose. I’m done. I’m do in my feelings right now. I just don’t care!!! Seriously I know it’s just hair and I know it will be fine. But I mean I said don’t wet my hair. I’m not white I’m not mixed it takes awhile for me to get my hair to look decent. It just annoys me but I’m going to be okay. I just had to walk away! I’ll be okay though. I know it’s hair but come on! Anyways I feel better now that I got that off my chest:)